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Why I’m Going Pro in Apex Legends Again...

First steam locomotive in americasteamed cod fish Apex Legends™ hello Gamers my rooms a mess Ill fix that a little announcement today if you havent seen it on uh Twitter or you havent seen it on my stream title I will be competing in Apex Legends one goddamn more time man one more time for the boys boom Ill read Ill read it for you guys so you guys can you guys can get an idea hi looking for team for a challenger circuit split two if you guys dont know when that is shot that is on March 25th so that is exactly in uh 25 days days from now um yes 25 days Im I have only a few days to look for a team mates and sign up but Ill read it out loud hi everyone I am looking for teammates for a challenger circuit split two I want to start this tweet off talking about why I am competing again and why I quit to begin with uh if you guys already know uh in my recent video on YouTube I talk about whats been going on uh whats been going on in the past whats been going on in the present and whats going to be going on in the future um this talks about a lot of things if you havent watched this video recommend you go watch it uh this is what Ive experienced in the past about three to four years of streaming why why I also quit competitive is also in this video um and just in general but wait what I also go into a little bit more detail in this tweet about you know stuff like that and I can also kind of explain it Beverly here on stream but I recommend you watch this video If you havent if you dont want to watch it all good this is a pretty much a TR but yeah uh I talk about how my mental my mental health was doing throughout my streaming career I was going through depression and some really dark times and honestly uh I cant give you really a reason why I was going like through those things and why I had that you know the pressure sucks you dont know why you have it um I truly dont know I truly dont know I talk to people about it and I couldnt figure it out I dont know if I had it because of competing you know right here it says you know I dont know if it was because of competing and it was because of the lack of performance uh in my games you know as a competitor you win you lose you play bad as an individual you arent playing as good you are playing good you know things just things are just crazy and I dont know if it was because of competing or if its because of my streaming career maybe you know back then my numbers werent as good as they are now you know maybe I was stressed out in my my  __  mind like I wanted to you know I wanted to be you know a big assumer I wanted more numbers I wanted to you know accomplish more things you know I have no idea but um or maybe I just had depression you know alone and Well on top of competing and streaming it was just also affecting so who knows um but theres also things that people comparing with others people saying how is it fit to be in igl uh or Pro you know being saying like Im not a good Pro Player just pretty much doubting me everywhere I went you know people were constantly saying something about me you know um yeah I first started when I uh I first started when I competed for Golden Gardens I made a lot of mistakes Chad come on we know this all right like every Journey every game I made mistakes trust me I know golden Griefers you know what Im saying you know we we we made some inspirational griefs okay that they named us the golden Griefers God damn I trust your eyes yet true and now we went nuclear on the grief in you know but that was my first time competing and honestly being like any sort of gamer and like Pro player in this industry like you know what what are you gonna expect from me like I had no experience in battle royales um or competition so really theres not much expectations for a player like me or my teammates who also didnt have that much experience as well and you know we had bad results constantly grief things come on now uh either way I learned a lot and quit competing to pursue full-time streaming but I didnt give up on competing them later in the future I teamed up with nice wig and a pretty team Shish we all know about team Shish poggers uh a streamer team a four fun team nothing serious by the way okay it was just a bunch of lads having some fun playing Apex competitive I didnt expect us to do as good as we did we constantly plays top five in gl.js qualifiers something we didnt really expect because we were just a streamer team having fun never scrimmed never practiced never played any other attorneys as people in CS would say a random pug team we tried our best in every match dont get me wrong in any way we we were sorry we were trying our best in every match dont get me wrong in any way but we werent trying to be a pro team because at the end of the day I went to go do my own stream things into the day that was a clean simple um after GG I was fine to compete again as a pro player because I was just a learning experience in my timeline I always had that competitive drive inside me but after team shush I didnt really want to compete anymore uh not because of my teammates I love Abruzzi and nice wig theyre the coach chat love them  __  great people great teammates  __  everything okay but it was just the feedback that I got from the entire Community they were like we were literally a four fun team where if we didnt qualify or play good it didnt it shouldnt matter like it didnt matter like we we werent trying to be Pro we werent trying to do like we werent trying to win if that makes sense we were just having fun and if we did win oh  __  Im down you know what I mean but uh I I constantly got  __  on for like my play style and things that were and werent my fault and it negatively impacted my mental health as someone who was just not trying to make competing my everything it was just for fun so um I think this could kind of ruined competing for me and whether it was the negative feedback from the community or whether it was because I was going through depression I was just unhappy you know and also not really a side note uh the reason why team shes quit I said this in the past but you know lets talk about it a little bit more uh it was not solely due to one player Jack had to leave because of family issues and he really announced that on his Twitter and his stream in the past uh although I did have sponsor obligations and thats why I had to leave you know my depression was it was probably on an all-time low and I was also just probably too afraid to really talk about it publicly you know I I didnt really talk about my my mental health or my issues and all that stuff on stream ever until recently so seeing how it was even worse back then I I I dont think I could have I actually dont think I could have um yeah um also uh I still could have played technically uh but we spoke as a team and we we made a decision as a team to just quit together and also you know theres a lot of things people are saying like oh like I already knew if I tweeted this out people were going to be like oh I hope your PC doesnt break again but like I said it right here I pretty he pretty much misspoke when he was in house stream and he told Hal that I couldnt play because my precede broke but you know like he just kind of just said it just because you know it was just like oh like easy to say but that wasnt obviously the reason why it was my streaming PC I could have still played I just obviously wouldnt be streaming it but that wasnt the reason why I couldnt play and why you know we all couldnt play because to be honest like we didnt know when Jack would be back from his family issues because he had to go you know like you know go up his family like we dont know when hes that was going to be resolved so we didnt really know if it was like worth it to kind of play the rest of pro league by like like with a sub for fun like for a fun team or with a four fun team pretty much um but yeah as um like moving on to the present though uh Im finally in a good place in my life um I talk about that in the video and I say that on stream uh Im ready to take on competing once again and give it everything I got yes I will still be streaming and doing sponsors and you know doing my typical streams that you know you see me do but I would do my best to practice scrim compete in tournaments learn grow and improve as a player with my team um so that you know bad review you know everything even maybe getting a coach you know like I dont know who would want to coach us but go look into that getting everything you know and try to be as good as a player as we can in team so um and yes chat I know youre gonna be like well Timmy youre  __  washed man I get it I get a chance I get it Im watched but Ill be back trust me okay um I feel like now that I have a motivation something to work for him I feel like somewhat of a purpose and you know I think something that was for me I wanted to try to get 10K damage again so we moved about it yesterday or something like that but  __  it I have to do it um but yeah happy to announce that I will be competing once again uh with lyric as of right now um me and lyric I talked to him and I discussed it with him Ive said this in the past that I do want to compete with Larry so me and him are going to try to compete and were gonna find a third looking for a controller player who can maybe igl if you cant igl then  __  it Ill just run this down again like Golden Gardens like holy  __  but um yeah someone who could igl thatd be great but yeah um me and lyric controller player you know I even said it to him and I and he said it to me if things dont work out lets say like  __  you know he doesnt like me he doesnt like how Im playing he doesnt think Im good enough and he wants to go find another teammate I said go for it thats all good no hard feelings Rick its still gonna be  __  boys at the end of the day you know the same thing goes vice versa you know and but I believe it I believe in him and he believes in me so were gonna look for a third and uh yeah but but for my community I have a little grammatic wearer I think for my community that who has always supported me throughout my uh my competitive Endeavors thank you I will not let you down this time Im back  __  youre definitely will be seeing me  __  you will definitely see that for sure at least once maybe twice like dude best game steam winter sale 2022 LIKE and SUBSCRIBE if you enjoyed!Watch me LIVE: Subscribe to my other YouTube channels! iiTzTimmy: iiTzTimmy Two: iiTzTimmy Shorts: iiTzTimmy日本語: Follow me on social: TWITTER: INSTAGRAM: TIKTOK: DISCORD: #iiTzTimmy #Apex #ApexLegends how much is security breach on steam add xbox app games to steam vincular steam y epic games steam deck game awards reddit steam os 3.0 release date